Monday, June 8, 2009

via the smussyolay

so ... i left the book club sort of hanging. if anyone is interested, we'll interrupt the regular order to get on board with a bunch of people who are taking the summer to jump on a huge task of reading david foster wallace's infinite jest.

i've heard about this book forever, both pro and con, and i've always meant to at least give it a try. so, if you're in, i'm in and there's a LOT of other people who are in as well. we can limit our own discussions to have a mini chat at the smussyolay book club, but there's going to be a HUGE discussion over here.

you can also follow them on twitter: http://twitter.com/infinitesummer

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

an introduction that is an epilogue. or vice versa.

these pages are the last pages of the book "detour: my bipolar road trip in 4-D" but as far as i'm concerned, they are an introduction to the world of someone living with manic-depression. i'm not even sure who read this book, aside from me, and probably jezzie, who picked the book. however, it was a very fast read, and i made notes of the pages i wanted to comment on. if none of you read the book, you can feel free to comment on what i decide to talk about. it definitely served as a help to help me look back on the month of january, which i always struggle with, and which i struggled with this year as well. however, this year i also had a crisis of conscience or mid-life crisis or something, as i wondered if i'd always live life alone and if this disease was part of the reason i'd do so. anyway, let me give you these last pages as a way to continue to introduce you to this disease if you haven't been reading 'the smussyolay,' or if i don't do such a good job when i decide to blog about manic-depression when i'm in a depression.

there's more ... myay!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Detour

we took a detour with 'i know this much is true' by wally lamb. that is to say it was a long book, and we sort of got lost in it and discussion and busy lives took over and the blog took a brief hiatus/detour.

so, now we're going to take a detour from fiction and go into the world of non-fiction for our next book, picked by commenter jezzie, who comments at the smussyolay.

the book is detour: my bipolar road trip in 4-D by lizzie smith. so, let's have at it, shall we?

and ... go.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Okay, people!

Who finished this book? I had been going through it again, marking off pages of things I wanted to talk about. Where are we all with this? I think we'll pick a new book in January, but I will do my best to get some discussions working before the new year. Talk to me.

Friday, October 24, 2008

The last two chapters have been awesome

I love the chapter describing his trip to New York City. I really relate to his dilemma of trying to develop his own identity and feeling brought down yet a sense of obligation to his sick brother. The contrast between the two of them is amazing, and Thomas is almost an alcoholic. Of course because he's mentally ill, it's not like his own bad choices are causing him to freak out and act inappropriately. But the feelings that Dominick describes are exactly spot on and I have felt that way more than I can even say, not just in dealing with my alcoholic mom, but other using alcoholics and addicts and even just mentally ill people I've known in my life. For the first time in the book when they flashed back to Dominck and Thomas' childhood I didn't feel like it was out of place. This time I appreciated the simple language that Dominick used to tell the story in the first person. It was so relatable. I could physically feel how validated and appreciated he felt when he got positive reinforcement from his otherwise asshole abusive stepfather when the popular cool kid in school invited him over. And I could feel the shameful understanding that that had all come to a screeching halt because Thomas got stuck in the bathroom and created a scene, that the shame and horror of all the classmate's discomfort had rubbed onto Dominick and now he was damaged goods. I remember feeling like that in high school when my sister would act out. I'd made it on my own as a cheerleader and good student. And along came this punk ass rebellious asshole who made it difficult for me because people picked on me about her. I felt loyal to my sister because, well, she's my sister. But I felt very angry and resentful for ... I don't know how to articulate it ... bursting my bubble I guess? I'd created some self esteem, I'd made a life for myself at that school. Then once she showed up on the scene it was like the stink of her bad behavior rubbed off on me or something. That's how Dominick describes his experience in this chapter and it is powerful! Oh and the part where he comes home and can't even give his Ma a positive accounting, and all the souvenirs he'd spent his money on were gone to shit anyway. Brilliant. Flawless. Powerful and moving.



there's more ... myay!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

It's starting to get better

Man did I have a hard time following this character! After the whole Nedra Frank debacle he jumped from Dessa to Joy back and forth and I kept getting Joy confused as Nedra Frank. One thing that was a little weird for me is the way Lamb originally described Nedra she was such an ultra uptight nerd that she would never, then, be needy enough to go to a dude's house and drink a bunch of beer with him and then try to schtup him. It seemed like it came out of left field but I'm a well-read enough gal to know that she'll come back into play sooner or later.

there's more ... myay!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

double trouble

i still want to go through the book again and re-read some stuff or something. but for now, i'm going to set out on one of the topics i mentioned in my last post. twins.

there's more ... myay!